The Alphabet
I suffer from seasonal affective disorder (SAD). The root for this comes from a very hectic upbringing and how I was mostly alone during the cold winter season till Spring…
A Pack Rat with a Key
Before the pandemic hit, I worked on putting my house together after a few bumpy yet traumatic life issues. I had many items packed into plastic containers that I just…
A Spot in Time, I
I am currently struggling with negative self-thinking. I found a text from around my birthday that I hadn't seen. While the message was lovely, and I am lame for missing…
Music as a Root/Route to Pain
I don't remember the exact day my previous and the first stepfather moved in with us. In my mind, it was gradual and not painful or scary. However, my memory…
Adrenaline Based on Fear
I have lived in fear for a very long time. Fear is my natural default state of emotions. When I wake up, one of the first things I think to…